"No Moon Midnight" by Sara Backer
No Moon Midnight
Midnight I lie on moss and weeds in what was once a lawn and scan the sky. For a second, I mistake fireflies for meteors. What have I done with my life? So much diligence wasted on bottom rungs. Clerical work. Dating. Why couldn’t I say no thanks, goof off, read books on company time? We all mocked my grandfather for filming sunsets start to finish, seeking the ideal, but he had it right; he got to see a lot of sunsets. At least, I went to Rome. I should have bought the too-expensive leather sandals, but on a drizzly day that made the fountains quiver, I walked on the roof of St. Peter’s behind the backs of saints. The depth of blackness shimmers with dimension. I shut my eyes and microscopic stars blow between my outstretched fingers.
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